imagine.
an ex-boyfriend&ex-girlfriend spending Christmas together.
how you you have felt?
did you feel loved again?
did you want to hold him?
feel his touch?
kiss his lips?
and pretend that you didn't part?
did it feel as if you we're Cinderella&Prince Charming all over again?
as if nothing in the world ever mattered anymore?
because you were with him.
sitting there.
playing with him.
laughing with him.
and talking to him.
and just,
just looking at him.
staring at him.
hard.
because you know.
you love him.
forever&ever.
nothing could stop you from falling in love with him again.
absolutely nothing.
you were with your friends a moment ago.
but with his arrival
they just.
just disappeared?
just you&him together.
and that exact moment in time.
you know you want to kiss him.
and say you're sorry
and just get back with him.
but you can't
cause you know.
it would ruin everything
so you wrote him a message
gave him a Christmas card
& printed out the last picture you took with him.
and told him to keep it.
would he?
hopefully.
damnit.
you know you love him.
but why can't you tell him?
are you too afraid to?
perhaps.
remember the time he brought you home when you were sick?
remember when he sent you home?
when he gave you a kiss every time he saw you?
or missed you?
or just.
because he wanted to?
remember when you went to his house?
played games together?
played uno together with his little sister?
played downstairs his house with the rest of your friends?
walked around holding hands?
on the hill just sitting there?
silent and leaning on his chest?
cause you wanted to hear his heartbeat?
those moments were precious.
just like our love.
but what did you do?
guess i can't blame you.
perhaps you were never really never in love with me.
but it doesn't matter.
just know I'll always love you.
remember when you were sick?
i took care of you?
and every time i fell sick.
you would too?
we were so perfect for each other.
& even you thought so.
remember
i'll be waiting for you
and i know you know that.
but since we're finally friends again.
even though you know i don't want to
cause i wanna be together with you
but hello to you.
no, i don't hate you.
don't want to fight you.
know i'll always love you.
but right now i just don't like you.
cause you took this too far.
&thanks for letting me spend Christmas with you , Mr Stefano Ricco Morales.
so have you imaged?
i don't need to.
cause it happened to me.
oh yes it did.
Our eyes met as you passed me by
Two souls entwined in the blink of an eye
2:35 AM
With Love ;
♥debs